I spoke with my aunt and grandma on Skype today after a three month silence. My grandma said that she had heard that  I was interested in studying law and she was very proud. In that moment,  I was taken back to my metal state a month  ago when I was headed to law school for a day or two. So I though about it all of today and I started planning my future. On my descent into the Berkeley BART I ran into Eetai on his way up. I waited for him to join me below. We made small talk and somehow never discussed Paris or nostalgia. The conversation centered on our respective "jobs" and current San Francisco living situations. I never mentioned my future plans to him. "Just don't go to Law School," he said. How can I argue with that?

I am going to continue this after I rent my movie and buy my groceries. 

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made soup. steamed up windows. watched movie while curled up on the couch.

I have been caught up with the thoughts of two issues lately.

1. As we get older our relationships build and we leave a bit of ourselves with them. So when you meet someone you can  never have just all of them. You always get only part of them, or all of them and bits of other people too.

2. the other thing escapes me now.